i dont want my end goal to be working in an office, to make a lot of money, to have a big house and a husband and a family. I want my end goal to be being happy. Whether that means college or moving and not having a permanent home and just traveling to world with a backpack. I dont feel like im doing what we were put here to do. Were pushed through a backwards school system, were expected to have an idea of what we want to be at a super young age. I mean they start asking when were 4 and 5 years old. its crazy.. i just know there has to be more out there to see, moret hings to experience than a cubicle office, and overflowing bills, and kids running around.. im not saying theres anything wrong with wanting those things or even that i wont want them sometime in the future but theres no way there are 7 billion people on this earth, thousands of miles, hundreds or languages and cultures and we’re suppose to sit tight.
I’ve know for a long time that im never going to be a doctor or a lawyer or something practical and thats going to make life harder but theres nothing wrong with working in a diner, doing what you love, surrounded by people who push you to be the best you can. Its honest work and it may not pay all the bills but I’m just one girl and I dont need that much. I just want to feel alive.